Mondays are not fundays

I feel kind of blah right now. I'm ready to go home. Actually, I just wish it were the weekend already. I know, I know, the weekend just ended yesterday, but I've come to live for weekends, which I've heard is not a good sign. But what does a person do? I don't know if I place obstacles in my own way or if I just have bad luck. Probably a little bit of both. I just feel stuck at where I'm at, I feel unhappy in a situation I don't know how to get out of. I know this is all vague, but I'm not comfortable putting specifics, lest some eyes read this that shouldn't. Vague again. Sorry! Oh and I have pinkeye. Yuck. It does, at least, look better than it did yesterday. I was a scary sight yesterday! haha I'm having a decent hairday, on an up note. It only frizzed in a couple of places today. Geez, this is the worst blog I've ever written!
The bottom line is that I'm feeling depressed today, and I need to just pray about it because I've prayed about a lot of things lately and alot of those prayers have been answered in the way I'd hoped. I just wish I KNEW where my life needed to go from here. I'm a wife and a mother and I love being both of those things. Is there anything else I need to be doing with my life, b/c honestly when I'm not with my family I feel like I'm wasting it away. It just goes by SO fast and here I sit, day after day, away from my kids, away from everything important to me. Now I'm being specific lol. Sorry to drudge on about this. I'm just in a confused state and I don't like it. :P
On a plus note, Cole is doing fine and I can't wait to meet him. I love him already, just from seeing that little picture of him with his arms and legs curled up, his face is mad, and he's only wearing a diaper. I love that, its the picture of innocence isn't it? You can't get anymore innocent than a newborn baby. All they want is love and attention (and food). I really want another baby at some point, I really don't think I'm done with the childbearing years. Its scary! Could I handle three children? I'm not sure. I WOULD handle 3 children if I was blessed with them. Ahhh, I'm going to end this now, because the rambling just will not cease if I don't.